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Gift of Light

"Let your smile change the world, don't let the world change your smile."

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I've been hurt mulitiple times by him. Mentally I have thrown flags with the pain he has given.  Just then I get notified he is in the hospital for heart failure... Before this pain I was the one who rushed... Continue Reading →

Numb

8 months and numb. I remember everything as if it was yesterday. I remember the pain as if it were yesterday. I feel numb.  No tears. No smiles. Just numb. I have a life ahead of me and it is... Continue Reading →

It has been a while

It has been a while since I wrote... It has been a while since my parents fought.... It has been a while since I felt so hurt from his words... A few months ago the fight that changed my life... Continue Reading →

Celebrate to not Celebrate 

Tomorrow is Father's Day.... My father is a narcissist...It has been 6 months since I left the house and mentally I feel better. I was invited to join my Grandpa, uncle and dad for Father's Day. I feel awkward to... Continue Reading →

Let it Out and keep going

I started my new class at my new school. It feels amazing I am on my way to receive my Bachelors by next year.  I share my grief but I also want to share my accomplishments. We all hold a... Continue Reading →

And so their daughter broke

It has taken me hours, days and months. It has been hard to identify my feelings. Before I continue I would like to share I have been chasing my dreams and kicking ass at it too. Anyways... There have been... Continue Reading →

I love you dad. You Broke me.

I love you. You hurt me. Remember when we won the championship game?  Remember when you choked my mom and slapped me. I still have the picture with the Winnie the Pooh and the lollipop, I was sitting on your... Continue Reading →

Through the eyes of their daughter…

I was watching this video of a woman sharing her story as a survivor. It had me thinking... Although I feel I am in the process of healing and moving on I question myself if the verbal abuse I went... Continue Reading →

Make a Difference Instead

We all have a story. Either bad, good, easy or challenging. There has been something in our life that has put us where we are right here and right now. I sit and reflect where I am and I'm struggling... Continue Reading →

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