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Gift of Light

"Let your smile change the world, don't let the world change your smile."

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Mental

Erase

I've been hurt mulitiple times by him. Mentally I have thrown flags with the pain he has given.  Just then I get notified he is in the hospital for heart failure... Before this pain I was the one who rushed... Continue Reading →

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Numb

8 months and numb. I remember everything as if it was yesterday. I remember the pain as if it were yesterday. I feel numb.  No tears. No smiles. Just numb. I have a life ahead of me and it is... Continue Reading →

It has been a while

It has been a while since I wrote... It has been a while since my parents fought.... It has been a while since I felt so hurt from his words... A few months ago the fight that changed my life... Continue Reading →

Celebrate to not Celebrate 

Tomorrow is Father's Day.... My father is a narcissist...It has been 6 months since I left the house and mentally I feel better. I was invited to join my Grandpa, uncle and dad for Father's Day. I feel awkward to... Continue Reading →

And so their daughter broke

It has taken me hours, days and months. It has been hard to identify my feelings. Before I continue I would like to share I have been chasing my dreams and kicking ass at it too. Anyways... There have been... Continue Reading →

Let me break it down …

Mothers days is coming up... I know Ive been quite distant. It feels weird to think there was once a normal relationship between my parents. Well not normal but not like this. My dad talked to me asking to hangout... Continue Reading →

Running out of Sorry’s

We went a night without him and I actually felt safe for once but in a different way. The afternoon came and A.B took the kids to the mall I felt just down to go anywhere after knowing he would... Continue Reading →

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