Erase

I've been hurt mulitiple times by him. Mentally I have thrown flags with the pain he has given.  Just then I get notified he is in the hospital for heart failure... Before this pain I was the one who rushed...

Numb

8 months and numb. I remember everything as if it was yesterday. I remember the pain as if it were yesterday. I feel numb.  No tears. No smiles. Just numb. I have a life ahead of me and it is...

It has been a while

It has been a while since I wrote... It has been a while since my parents fought.... It has been a while since I felt so hurt from his words... A few months ago the fight that changed my life...

Celebrate to not Celebrate

Tomorrow is Father's Day.... My father is a narcissist...It has been 6 months since I left the house and mentally I feel better. I was invited to join my Grandpa, uncle and dad for Father's Day. I feel awkward to...

Post Traumatic Growth

I can share I suffered from a trauma that hurt me emotionally. It lead me to break and mourn and almost led me to give up. I was already at the point in life where I put all my hard...

Hidden Smile

There are so many stories across this world and first hand working with kids I can say 99% of these kids have the perfect house hold. But reality I was one of those kids others may have been mixed in...

Let it Out and keep going

I started my new class at my new school. It feels amazing I am on my way to receive my Bachelors by next year.  I share my grief but I also want to share my accomplishments. We all hold a...

And so their daughter broke

It has taken me hours, days and months. It has been hard to identify my feelings. Before I continue I would like to share I have been chasing my dreams and kicking ass at it too. Anyways... There have been...

Let me break it down …

Mothers days is coming up... I know Ive been quite distant. It feels weird to think there was once a normal relationship between my parents. Well not normal but not like this. My dad talked to me asking to hangout...