Erase

I've been hurt mulitiple times by him. Mentally I have thrown flags with the pain he has given.  Just then I get notified he is in the hospital for heart failure... Before this pain I was the one who rushed...

Numb

8 months and numb. I remember everything as if it was yesterday. I remember the pain as if it were yesterday. I feel numb.  No tears. No smiles. Just numb. I have a life ahead of me and it is...

Celebrate to not Celebrate

Tomorrow is Father's Day.... My father is a narcissist...It has been 6 months since I left the house and mentally I feel better. I was invited to join my Grandpa, uncle and dad for Father's Day. I feel awkward to...

Hidden Smile

There are so many stories across this world and first hand working with kids I can say 99% of these kids have the perfect house hold. But reality I was one of those kids others may have been mixed in...

Through the eyes of their daughter…

I was watching this video of a woman sharing her story as a survivor. It had me thinking... Although I feel I am in the process of healing and moving on I question myself if the verbal abuse I went...

Make a Difference Instead

We all have a story. Either bad, good, easy or challenging. There has been something in our life that has put us where we are right here and right now. I sit and reflect where I am and I'm struggling...

Grieve,Support, Love,Pain,Heal …Option B

So I am supposed to be  working on my homework but I don't want to forget these thoughts... So I follow Ellen Degeneres and all the lives she has touched today she had Sheryl Sandberg share her story and her...

Boundaries

Some people may have a time in their life when they know they come across somebody and saying no can be hard. Especially when it's someone you love deeply. I have came to an understanding that when I love someone...

Of course it’s my fault

He questions why I don't contact him to say hi...he talks shit about how I distanced myself. The crazy thing...HE pushed me away. I didn't just wake up one morning and just think to distance myself from my own dad....